This is a Song, For the Lonely

Ever feel lonely? Not really Alone. Cause you always have people around, or God, The Holy Spirit, Jesus......Someone is always watching your back. But sometimes you just have those days where you feel really lonely. You want someone to hold, care about, love even. Well its been one of those days. And on days like this I always seem to find myself a little bit melancholy about it.

Okay well lets not lie, I feel a lot melancholy about it. Down right down. lol. Sounds funny when you say it like that, but it's true. I feel very much like I was designed to be a lover. Designed to receive it, designed to give it............and I'm found very much lacking in that department. Not lacking in capability, or capacity, but in personage! How hard is it to find a right person in this world?

Apparently for me, very difficult. Some days I feel very much that God has so much for me, and I just don't see it. I know it's there, but I just don't see it. I'm sure if I could see the big picture I'd see all the individual pieces moving and falling into place. So even though I don't see it all happening, I have faith that it is.

Cause that's what faith is after all. Believing without seeing. Knowing that God has the greatest plan for you, and that one day it will all come to Fruition. This gives me hope. And hope is definitely a good thing.